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Smiles:)

2009-11-16T11:35:00.005+08:00

Good morning Jesus!
Oh my..It’s been like ages since I wrote to you yeah..Many many things to thank you about. About ZWestA..It’s been great until now! :) About last week..It’s been simply a blast! Okay..let me thank you in detail!

ZWestA:
I just met the new DMM this Saturday for a short introduction meeting to brief them on what to do next week and also to get them to know each other. Haha..And we came up with the name for our DMM called ZWAD (Or is it me?!?! LOL)! Cool eh? And we laughed and chatted and stuff…haha I really do hope that we’ll grow much much closer together yeah? It’s a great start and I pray that this will carry on well too! :) Oh what’s really exciting is that ZWestA now also includes the band of brothers from Tanglin, Kent Ridge and Shuqun. Got to know some cool people like

Kenneth-BAMBOO
David-PANDA
Joseph- Sunbear?
HengWei- bamboo
My SHEEP-keegan-bamboo!
Voon Hong-Bamboo
JunQuan-Sunbear?
Nicholas-Polar Bear
Clifton-bamboo
Huayong-? LOL haven’t seen him

Yeahh..I just know that You’ll bless and You’ll move in the new group yeah? We’re having ZWA fun and fellowship this Saturday!:)YAY.. May You bless us and be with us then yeah? Saturday will be a great day that we can bond together yeah? Hee..We’ll START WITH A BANG!! :)

Last Week:
Oh my.. last week was A BANG! I accomplished so many things together with You yeah? Oh my.. If You weren’t with me, I’ll surely not be able to live through this week!

Monday- woke up at 8.30am to do my quiet time, and then went on to meet Joel yee at 12.30pm to pass him exam kit (a crunchie bar and a card which I should have given him like months ago! AHHA..). After that I traveled down to Tampines to meet my dear sister, Sharlene, for lunch.. :) Oh it’s really been super long since I’ve got the chance to talk to her yeah? Then went home to do quansheng’s card and then went to jp for quansheng’s birthday celebration..haha.. at about 10.30pm I was back home again and I started planning for unit outing and west prayer meeting…my day ended at 2.45am..

Tuesday- woke up at 8.30am and set off to choa chu kang to meet Khengchuan for followup..met jiamin at 9 to teach her about followup and to challenge her to serve as a DMM member too! :) Finished follow up then went to lot1 cotton on to buy keegan’s shoes. Went to meet keegan at 12pm to pass him his shoes:) Was supposed to meet Kenny at 1pm for shepherding but he postponed it to 3pm. So I went with Keegan to street evax with his people yeah? Wow..I just wanna thank you for giving me such a opportunity to be able to bond together with them yeah? :) Then I went on to meet Kenny..shepherding..slack…then at 5.30pm I went to meet Joel..shepherding ended at 7.30pm..then I chionged home, ate, bathed then chionged out again to meet swee cheng! Helped him in his OP then went home at around 11.30pm.. Slept around 2am..

Wednesday- woke up at 6.15am!! Went to meet Nigel to encourage him for his OP exam..he said he was feeling nervous. Really wanna thank You Lord for giving me such a chance to not only bless, but also catch up with Nigel yeah..Oh Lord..I wanna bring him for Christmas!!! I really hope he’ll be able to come to know your love yeah? I pray that he’ll come to know the importance of you in his life! After meeting him I went to West prayer meeting..Lord I just pray that you’ll take care of everyone spiritually in this time of change yeah? I know its surely gonna be uncomfortable, but I pray that the people will be drawn to you instead of the community and people. I pray that they’ll be so strongly rooted to you that even in strong winds and rain they wouldn’t fall away for you yeah? We are one WEST that is committed to you yeah? :) Keep my brothers and sisters in your spiritual covering! Then later on we went to SETTLERS for unit outing! SUPER FUN! :) All thanks to YOU that we’re able to have such a great time together as a unit yeah? :)Wow. The moment I heard from the settlers manager about the offer I knew it was you yeah? Hahah… You’ve planned it all long before yeah..sneaky..hehehe..all in all I just wanna thank you for the great great day yeah? Oh and the prize presentation and the fellowship time at just acia. :) God you rock!!

Thursday- hehehe…yay..Thursday was my rest day! I woke up at 9am to read the bible and then went to meet Cruise for shepherding..wow..You are the one the moved in Cruise yeah? :) He was so receptive to what I taught about the word yeah? All praise to you yeah.. I’m really seeing lots of potential in this brother of mine yeah? Guys CG from RV for YOU!!!! YEAH! :) We’re gonna see it come to pass.. Then met DMM.. then met Zhengkai to plan for West Harvesters Training Day. Ahh..you must guide and bless me Lord!!! I really wanna teach it well yeah? Then went home to prepare for camp the next day.. Planned like siao again…slept at 2.45am..

Friday- woke up at 5.45am T.T hahah..but it was really miraculous yeah? I wasn’t feeling very tired though I slept very little..Thanks for blessing me with strength and energy yeah? Hee..shall not write about the whole trip.. I just wanna thank you for allowing me to build friendship with Joshua Tan yeah? And I’m gonna continue to build the friendship and see what I can do to grow the friendship yeah?! :) I really enjoyed the rest I was able to have that day yeah? Hahah:) And I felt really refreshed after the camp and was ready for meeting new DMM!! :) hee..
All in all I just wanna thank you for the great week yeah? It was tiring! However, it has been really one of the greatest week I’ve lived through yeah? It feels great to do your work!!!! :) YAY.. I just pray that you’ll guide me to do my homework yeah? I need TOOOOOOOOOOO… And camp is coming in less than 5 weeks! I need to really chiong my homework tooo..God help me…transform me into ADMIN KING! XD! Okay..I’ve gotta go le…

Agape, Aleron

God...:)

2009-04-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

Yo..it's been ages since I last blogged. School has been really hectic yeah? My apologies!Hee..

Oh my, I feel really burned out today after OAC today..Was running, doing static holds, jumping jacks...yeah.

However I felt a slight difference in doing PT(Physical training) today yeah? I wasn't that tired today. Perhaps I've grown stronger? Nah...I won't delude myself and gain credit for such things. Instead, I want to give all glory to the Lord my God.

Why? The same old cheesy question must be ringing in your heads now.

Well, I can just say that God was speaking to me and running the race together with me all the while! Ironically, I actually gleamed in delight during the whole PT. Weird eh? I think my friend who was running alongside me was actually kind of puzzled by my reaction to the entire draining practice.

I can't help it!!:)

I can't help but smile in the presence of God. I am constantly assured of His spiritual covering surrounding me all these while. God gave me strength to breakthrough all limits that were restraining me from having faith in Him.

I'm at rest in God's presence.

Hee..I'm so elated that I'm growing closer to God every single day. Now, I don't find wrestling with my sins a struggle, instead, I know that it's a sacred time where I can fight victorious battles together with God. Being able to hear from God that personally really excites me and spurs me further to be dilligent in His ministry yeah?

I want to bring more non-believers to come to know Christ!

And I will:)

All glory to the Lord, our loving father.

Aleron

PS: HEY YICEN, IF YOU'RE READING MY BLOG, I JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO WELCOME YOU INTO THIS FAMILY OF GOD! I REALLY TREASURE YOU AS MY SISTER IN CHRIST AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU GROW MORE AND MORE IN THE TIME TO COME! JIAYOU! :)

Hehe.. God I promise I'll bring more people in NJC to know of your love!! :)

Calm in the presence of God

2009-03-20T00:02:00.005+08:00

Wanna know how I'm feeling now? Argh..I'm vexed.Like this.

Relax, you're not reading the wrong post. The best part's coming up. :)

I woke up in the disturbance of my alarm's ringing this morning. Hugging my bolster, I literally wriggled out of bed. I was really exhausted after two long days of crazy kayaking. It drained almost two days worth of energy away from me.

I went to the kitchen with my eyelids covering half of my vision. Sweeping my hands around the kitchen table, I grabbed my breakfast and proceeded onto the dining table. Oh..I don't remember what comes next...

blah blah and I went back to my bed. I reached for my bible and started doing my quiet time. Boy oh boy, the bible still is my most beloved book out there. I read a chapter, underlined a few inspiring verses and then went on praying. I said, "Lord, oh my..I'm so tired..I really need sleep. Yet I know when I sleep, no one can wake me up. Lord I pray that you'll be my heavenly alarm yeah? Wake me up in an hours' time and give me so much strength that I'll be able to do my homework!!" Dang! I fell asleep.

Dreaming...drooling...

I woke up in a fluster some time after. Ah! What time is it? Guess what?? It's 12.30? One hour after I slept! God actually woke me up immediately after one hour! I was so bursting with energy, I jumped up from my bed. Instantly, I picked up all my books and went to do my homework.

God is really an amazing God. If you were to ask me if God is a personal God, I would answer, "Just as how your toothbrush adhering to every need your teeth, God is a personal God who knows every single bit about you."

And we can have peace in our God, the giver of calmness in the heart.

Ease.

2009-01-08T01:24:00.005+08:00

Hey. This is really rare. Out of numerous days,I actually felt like blogging today. HEE~

Nah...away with those formalities of "Hi everyone who's reading my blog!" and a really catchy start, I just wanna shoutout to ALL 'O' level students that....."I'M AT EASE!:)"

WHY? It's because I know I've God's hands to hold.

Wow. I've never felt this kind of inner peace in my life before. Never once in my fourteen years on Earth have I not freaked out before the release of my exams or test results. Only this once. :)

And I thank God, my great Father in heaven, as HE never fails to grant me this inner peace that I longed to have all the while.

I was thinking for a moment just now, on the side alley leading to my house, that what if. Just what if I messed up my O levels and got some nonsensical results?

"Lord your name is higher than the heavens, lord your name is higher than all created things. Higher than HOPE, higher than DREAMS, the name of the Lord..," I sang with my heart. At that point of time, I knew that even if I lose my hope, I still have the Lord most high. Even my dreams become unreachable for me, I'll still have the Lord almighty. With my life insured in God, what else do I need to fear?

Jeremiah 29:11 (New International Version)
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

The Lord has already declared his stand. And that is to prosper us! :) What else do I have to fear?

I give my all to you O Lord. You are all I need. :)

Agape

Yunian

THE GIFT.

2008-12-18T17:45:00.001+08:00

Christmas 2008 Publicity #1&2 from Hope Church on Vimeo.

The Gift will be on the 24th of December from 2-4pm!! It's going to be really exciting!!! Please come come come!! People who wanna come please call me at my mobile phone yeah??

What are you doing this Christmas?

Come down to SUNTEC CITY, the ROCK AUDITORIUM on the 24th December to have mountains of FUN FUN FUN!!!

Lixin's birthday!

2008-11-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

PRESENTING TO YOU: BLACK BEAUTY IN GUYS FORM!
Sending his kisses of death...

MY sheep and my sheep. Oh my...I think I have to plan my shepherdings well. Better.YAY! FAMILY PHOTO!

I'm too late!!!I'm not in the picture!LOLS.

What's nigel doing ar?LOLS. WC2A guys are weird eh?LOLS!But i still love all of them!YAY!

Twist:)

WHOOPS. XD

Mmm..the oreo cake layer was made be our Top bread designer: Chef Chua Tian Li

BIRTHDAY GIRL!hmmm...she seems to be eating the tissue instead of the cake.

My sheep and me! YAY!

JASLYN exclaimed,"DELICIOUS. :)"

Munchingggg away!

How I wished he would look like this forever.LOLs. black beauty is scary!!!HAHAH!

YAY!OUR FINAL PRODUCT :) The cake before it was eaten.

I KNOW THIS IS KINDA LATE...BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN LIXIN!

UPDATES :)

2008-11-03T19:11:00.008+08:00

WEST HARVESTERS + RANDOM PICTURES:)

Opening SURPRISE!!:)

THE GREAT AND MIGHTY WEST MAP:) God is greater though!LOL

AH DEEEE:)My shepherd!YAY

Kranji has a story to share too! They completed their school at an astonishingly fast speed! All the way Kranji! There's Shawn, Jun Hua aka June and Sherry.

O.o what happened?!?HAHAHA!

Shazalind and Sihui proud of their school won for Jesus! :)

WEST HARVESTERS! Omg. Zhenghua completed their school in 2 days??!?! Praise the Lord!

My BIRTHDAY CAKE:) Shared with Shimin.HAHAHA!

AH!Chen yen missed the camera. too engrossed in eating I think!!!HAHA!

I'm positive that there's a resemblance between them. Kenny and Chen Yen @ meridien

MY CUTE SHEEPIE NIGEL,"Aaaam..."

Loving shepherd kenny koping food from his sheep.LOLS!

MY GUYS :) YAY

My UNIT GIRLS :)

This was the last of $2.70 nasi lemak. :( cries. Now its $3.50?!?!RARH!

Gena @ Makan Sutra :) Suria?!?LOLS

random picture.LOL

HEY! siam from camera!

Mmmm..:)

hungry...

Shimin and fongyee.:)

HERE ARE SOME UPDATES!:)

YAY!

2008-11-03T05:12:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA! It's 5.12am now!

I know its rather untimely, but.......I don't know why but I'm feeling THE most of God's presence now! I feel this sense of uncontrolled excitement in me yeah?

Maybe it's because I just finished my Social Studies revision yeah?? And guess what? I was sustained by God's strength throughout the whole studying period. I could memorize them so much easier!!

It must be God. That familiar strength in me. It must be God.

Looking forward to Social Studies paper tomorrow. After tomorrow it would be more or less freedom! YAY!

PS: Missions is coming soon! HurraysX3 :)

I love you Lord, greater than anything~

Guess who opens the floodgates?

2008-10-31T17:56:00.012+08:00

Wow, I just can't believe my eyes. At the snap of the fingers, I am already near to the finishing
line! The anticipation in my heart is so immense that it seems like its going to surge out through me as how floodgates of water gushes into the vast ocean.

Talk about floodgates. They're easily as tall as 60 yunians?

Look at that.

I can't ever imagine that amount of water beating on me! And, YES! That's how I'm feeling now!Feel the impact? Yeah?

Anyway, let's not focus on me too much. Let's return back to the topic on Who open the floodgates?

Come on...I know you're pretty near now...And...the person is GOD!*Smacks the drum a hundred times* :)

Just a few days ago I was feeling really sucky because of my averagely done Physics and E Maths paper. So, on those two days, I went off to worship God in private. I played my guitar and sang songs of worship to Him.

I was seeking for assurance. I was seeking for joy. I knew it. And He knew it too.

So, I waited. And waited. And waited even more, but nothing just seems to come from Him. Then I sang in tongues, " God please fill me! Please! I'm empty! I'm hollow." Then God me showed me a picture of me on board a ride on the Rainbow(If you happen to know, it's the one at escape theme park). Then, I was having much fun! However, that momentarary joy still couldn't fill my heart. I still felt empty. Then I sighed, " God, I'm hollow on the inside, not the outside." At that moment when I ranted, God showed me Satan on the other carriage of the Rainbow. Instantly, my heart bittered even more and I complained, "Great. Now I'm sitting this ride together with my 'best' friend."

Then God replied, "Hey child. Don't be hasty in looking at things. I showed you Satan there for a reason. I wanted to tell you that you can still smile even when he is around."

In the twinkling of an eye, my heart melted. Though Satan was there, I can still smile the same. For I have my Lord and His grace is sufficient for me.

After I saw the image God had shown me, I started worshipping madly and sang with even with much more conviction. My heart poured out so deeply to the Lord, like floodgates of waters flowing out, arriving at the sea of freedom that they had longed to be in.

Who opens the floodgates? God opens it. :)

PS: Do you want your floodgates to be opened as well?

Gatekeepers

2008-10-27T17:59:00.002+08:00

This is really cool.

We had prayer meeting today at jurong east early in the morning.

Guess what? God gave us this vision of being gatekeepers of God's kingdom.

We usher people in. We open their hearts. We bring them in the Kingdom of God.

But also, as gatekeepers, we keep the back door shut. We welcome the influx of new believers into God's kingdom, but also hold on to them tight, not letting them go. We are going to have this heart of excellence to do all things to our best. We are going to love the people like never before. We are going to make sure they feel so loved they share the love too. This is our new direction and vision. We're gonna be outstanding gatekeepers for Jesus.

We give it all to you~

My love language is....

2008-10-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

Koped from boonie:) LOLS:)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		9
Quality Time:		7
Physical Touch:		6
Receiving Gifts:		6
Acts of Service:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

My love language is....

2008-10-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

Koped from boonie:) LOLS:)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		9
Quality Time:		7
Physical Touch:		6
Receiving Gifts:		6
Acts of Service:		2

Information

:)

2008-10-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...its like 40 minutes to my birthday now...
haha...I am feeling secure yet insecure...
I pray Lord, calm my heart that I do not worry and do not fret.
I know what you have for me:) I'll be contented with all Lord :)

Your grace is sufficient for me. Your love is all that I need. :)

Artistically took :)

2008-09-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

I have a vision.

I see more Nan Hua people coming to know God.

Though there is so much empty space in the picture itself, but I know God will fill it up someday soon!

Nan Hua 50:) My dream, God vision. Let's work to it together WC2A!:)

WEST huddle!

2008-09-23T20:54:00.003+08:00

Spastic kenny!!HAHA~
NANHUA TIES UNITE:)

Shepherding fun!

2008-09-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Guess what I saw when I went to shepherd eugene that day!!!

WHAHAHA!!! "GONG-GONG $4 per plate" ~!!

Oh my, people nowadays must be deprived of money...they're selling their grandpas at $4 per plate! I nearly laughed my tummy upside down when I saw this.

Okay, I know its kinda stupid, but come on...REEEELLAAAAAAXXX and LAUGH out yeah???HAHAHA! I was laughing out loud 9.50am in the morning at the bukit gombak market. I think God's really creative man. A word was created to have two extreme meanings-grandpa(chinese) and food(malay or indian). God, you're soooooooooo creative:)!!

Now I've got a new thing to praise God for :) My Creator King.

This is for you, father:)

2008-09-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

During last caregroup, we took time to thank God for all the blessings He graced upon us. As we penned down and put our thanksgivings into the little basket (written on it is"To our dear God" :D), we committed it to our heavenly father.

It's time for us to bless God after so many blessings He had blessed us with.

We prayed and gave all our thanksgivings to God.

HEY Father! Hope you liked it! HAHA!

WC2A is growing...big time:)hahaha...I can't wait for more more more!!!

MID-AUTUMN CAREGROUP :D

2008-09-23T20:20:00.007+08:00

typical jethro trying to choose the best donut out of the few left. :D
jethro "di-siaoing" the donut...LOLS
TIANLI=EXCITED FOR DONUTS :)
choose choose...lalala
Jaslyn-YUM:) Delicious. Lixin"WHERE'S THE CRUMBS?"LOLS!
I just found out my sheep-nigel doesn't eat chocs.hmmmm..he took the blueberry one:)
Jaslyn loves chocolate chewy juniors!
Lixin-SMILES!*I'll get more when I'm done with it..whahahhaha*
Jethro eyeing the donuts as usual. that's christine guitar btw:)
:)

Tian Li smiled," It's chewy juniors time!"
Nigel's and Jaslyn's first caregroup!
Jethro *twist*

This is WC2A :) MY LOVE:D

Wow. Thank God for Tian li for planning such a sumptous and enjoyable welcome chairing! We ate like 14+++ chewy juniors(tasted like mini donuts...anyway, it tasted really good. trust me:D).

I can't just praise you enough Lord for growing the caregroup in quality and quantity too!

Listening to: Amazed by hillsongs

Lord I'm amazed by you~

Feed my lambs

2008-09-10T19:33:00.018+08:00

Jesus Reinstates Peter

When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?"
"Yes, Lord," he said, " you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."

Above is an excerpt from the bible, if you happen to know, from John 21:15. Wow, such simple words Jesus said and yet it meant so much in depth. Not long ago, Daniel and Gideon preached on the Firm Foundation series whereby they, in the teaching itself, quoted this verse from the bible and said how important these 3 simple words are.

Feed my lambs.

And guess what? A few days later I was doing just the same as what Jesus said before He left, feed His lambs/sheep, in the literal way.

Two days back I went with my sheep - kenny aka jethro to evangelise in our school ground itself. We met immediately after our paper in the morning, settled some caregroup planning issues, and went straight to survey on the young secondary 1s and 2s after school. As we were in the midst of our preliminary examination, we could not stay too long (we have to study to glorify God too right?:D ), so we prayed together that in the short 30minutes itself, we would be able to make a great impact in God's kingdom.

Soon, thirty minutes passed(Evangelism was great by the way! Gathered quite a few contacts) and we went back to the designated spot we planned to meet after that. As I sat down at the canteen chair, I looked around but saw no signs of Him. Then, from the right hand side corner, a tall and scrawny figure appeared from behind the walls. Swaying in much discomfort, he slowly made his way here. Instantly, I dashed forward to ask him what happened. He then spoke in a soft voice (uncommon for TALKATIVE him), "I feel really weak and hungry. I feel very faint too."

Without delay, I ushered him to a nearby canteen table and ran off to the Western stall to buy a plate full of rice and meat etc. a piece of most of the food on display, and hurried off back to the table. As usual, he was shocked and wanted to pay me for what I had bought. Howver I just smiled, "Hey, rejecting blessing is a sin. What's more you don't get it all the time. Just eat, it's your reward for working so hard :)"

Wow! I can't believe I did that. For me, money had been really important to me as I did not have much. However, I was really awed by how God's compassion moved in me to want to love and give my sheep the best that at that point of time. I had attained the virtue of being selfless, gradually, in God. :)

Then the next day, I went to meet nigel, my new sheep, for our first ever shepherding session! We met at the left column at the canteen that afternoon. Then,I left him to sit there with the company of tianli, while I went to fetch the surprise I planned for him the previous night. I went to the Japanese food stall and ordered Unagi rice and chicken wings. Then I went to the drinks store to buy a bottle of apple aloe vera. Gleaming in delight, I walked back to the table and shocked him with the surprise I had in my hands.

To my surprise, he was more stunned than I expected. He then thank me many times and went on eating the food heartily. Wow, it just warmed my heart so much when I see my efforts being appreciated by someone else yeah-my dear sheep in exact. :) All of a sudden, the selfish thought of keeping the money to myself disappeared once again. I experienced the joy of giving in it's full extent, the second time in the week itself:)

Daddy, I can never say enough about how you always awe me with simple things. Now I know why you said feed your lambs before you went. Wow...It's so meaningful that it'll never be a chore for me yeah? Feeding your lambs are such joyous and enjoyable experiences that I hope to do it every single day! And I am sure that as I give my best to steward the limited finance I have, you'll supply me even much much more. Thank you Daddy, you just never fail to make me smile even in my darkest days. :)

You're my Lord, My Jehovah Jireh. My Provider.:)

Agape

Yunian

The nail.

2008-09-07T22:15:00.006+08:00

Ouch....Now, I think I know 0.1% of how Jesus felt when He was nailed on the cross. He must have yelled in His heart a million times more than I did, must have squinted His eyes a zillion times smaller than I did when the nail was pounded into His hands and must have teared a gazillion times more than I did, deep in His heart.

I had a mini "operation" today with my skin cutter(or is there another name for it?), my handy-dandy toilet paper roll, my golden-glazed safety pin(which was much distorted and twisted after it- I threw it away) and my dear burnol cream(without it I would be bleeding like???I CAN'T IMAGINE THAT..). Hmmm...it's not exactly nice for me to describe it explicitly yeah? In simple words, I cut some skin, blood oozed out, pus came out. Wiping, cutting, wiping, cutting...Basically it was that. Sounded easy? Think twice. The pus was really deep, that you really had to cut SOME skin(a fair bit of amount) to be able to squeeze the pus out.(Ahh...don't ask me where...I don't feel like talking about it anymore..)

However, thank God I was able to survive through that ordeal :) I was really happy that the pus was out! Although it left some really ugly "pit-holes", strained my neck quite a bit and was tremendously hurting(IT WAS, TRUST ME), I felt that it was all worthwhile! :) I left the "battleground" feeling victorious:) Through that, God seemed to want me to learn something. Sort of like "Whatever you do, there would be an everlasting impact"(just like how all the cutting left an ugly wound).

Not much of a wise philosophy, but yet really fundamental. Just like how fire would cause a burn/scar on someone, whatever we do has an everlasting impact. May it be our feelings, for example when we are angry and we blow our top, we leave an impact on people. Should it be fear, hate, disappointment, we still leave an impact. And that impact will stay as a fact in the impression of us in others' eyes. A fact that they use to pinpoint you when you had done something wrong twice.

"Hey, that...did it again!"
"Yeah! He did it ....months ago too! He's atrocious!"

Even if you changed for the better...

"Wow, he is such a kind soul, he .... to the ... So young yet having such a caring heart. Such a rare find..."
"Nah, we don't even know if it is real. .... months ago, he did ....! Think about it, how can he be real?"

What a issue to ponder about yeah? Are we supposed to be giving them a new chance or should we just assume right away that ... is still the same old person?

You see people? This is what we usually have in mind. This shows that what people do does have an everlasting impact on someone else.

So, my advice would be that from now on, be wise in whatever you do. Think not only about your feelings, think about people around you, think in God's perspective. Make the right decision, do the right thing, influence with the right influence - Godly influence. God died on the cross and he made an everlasting impact, even till now. And I'm sure all people can tesitfy that He made the best decision ever. Let's grow to be more like God yeah? Grow to be Godly people and have Godly influence!

I want to learn to love you more, be like you more...My Dear Lord in Heaven.

PS: It's sterilizing equipments time! Pouring hot water on cutter~

Agape to the Lord Almighty

Yunian

Retreat :D

2008-09-04T01:22:00.027+08:00

delicious:)

lost season 4?LOL.

Jacob's place!!
bored on the mrt..
macro finger game:)

CANDID!:)
macro again:)
up the mrt...

TingTing- hungry again :)
Mingyee and boonie:)
our third food item I think:)

I call this stealing noodles in action:)

hmmm...not bad taken I think..:)

Kway chap stall - my desire to eat meat burns again~ :'(
this is my personal favourite:) I'm just a total fan of macro:)

okay..I look like a model for the fruit seller right
my group:)

okay. I know I look retarded..HAHA.But God still loves me:D

There's ah ming, ah kai and ah mei and ting in front!

YEAH! That's ah BOB!:D I dunno why but I always seem to capture her being unglam no matter what camera I use. LOL :D

Yeah! That's our gamemaster for the day - fongyeeeeeeestella =) and my dear boonie at the back :) We played "SHI ZI LU KOU"-chinese!!!SUPER FUN:)

Everyone! HAHA..at least I hope so. =P

Wow. It was such an awesome experience to spend my holidays with these awesome people yeah? CL retreat for me had truly been refreshing and rejuvenating for my growing soul in God. Lord, thank you for giving me such wonderful people to work with in your kingdom. I just feel so blessed to be able to!:)

My dearest West C garang CL buddies - Ah ming, Fungi and Xiao mei

West D - Boonie :), Laguna aka sister bear, Jency
West A - Ah KAI:D, Alaska, Philothea, Ah Bear

West B - Bernie, Birdy, Wai Han, Gina, MingYee, Ting Ting
(Did I miss anyone out? Paiseh if I did, it's now 1.40am in the morning, brain not functioning well :p)

And not forgetting....My dearest shepherd - GOU ZAI WANG, DEWEN:)
Thank you all! Without all of you I think my walk with God wouldn't have been that enjoyable! Love you all LOADS!:)

Agape to all the listed baobeis :)
Yunian

I am a...

2008-08-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

What kind of Christian are you? Your Result: You Are A Pentacostal You believe in salvation by grace through faith alone. You put all of the emphasis on faith, and very little on God's grace. Though you do find Grace to be important, it is a vehicle to salvation rather than a means to salvation. You embrace the spiritual rather than the legalistic, sometimes to a fault.
You Are An Evangelical
You Are A Catholic
You Are A Protestant
What kind of Christian are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

My caregroup posing!! :) Kenny, Me, Zixing, Lixin and TianLi as the photographer. :)

I Just LOVE ALL Of YOU! Every single one in WC2a :)

Bliss

2008-08-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

SMILE! GOD'S IN CHARGE!:D

Awed by an omniscience, all-knowing God

2008-08-25T17:33:00.005+08:00

Phew, it's been like ages since I updated my blog yeah? :)
To say the truth, if I have the chance, I will blog everyday! Why? Because everyday's a new day to praise God for! All those blessings, wow, is just flooding me alive.

I wanna thank God for really honouring my efforts in His kingdom. Many a time, because of doing ministry work, I didn't have enough time to study. (Actually you can say that was all the time) However, guess what, God just poured miracles one by one into my life. First came social studies which I didn't touched one entire question but I got a B3, then came my three sciences which all I got A1s, and then biology paper 3 which I thought I was going to do badly; I got a 20 and a half over 30 ( my biology paper scored my a A1 at last). Wow, God, your immense power in changing things really is great.

Not only that, God has really been so close my group recently. In came the influx of 3 new believers, Li Xin, Zixing and Jaslyn, and then came the burst in dynamics too. Soon enough, I saw my caregroup really psyched up to treasure God's harvest. I'm truly, deeply touched Lord, that you used me, chosed me to the caretaker of Nan Hua, to influence people to serve you in a much greater extent. I never regretted a minute of it :D

Recently, I received an image from God. The first glance that you throw upon it would allow you to decipher it as a budding plant with a young and delicate, fresh green flower bud. Before you know it, it transforms into a gigantic bulb and then it bursts open to reveal a full bloom flower coloured in a plethora of colours; an absolute gift of beauty given by the creator. In the twinkling of an eye, the anthers ripen whilst the filaments unfurls to extend straight up. A light breeze blows and the pollen grains are swept up into the air and begins to disperse to all over the field.

Wow, it is such a spectacle, isn't it? That image dwelled in mind for a few seconds before I received enlightenment from God. God enthused," You are the budding flower which has yet to bloom greatly, just like you being still very green in my kingdom and yet to have expanded your fullest potential. However, when that day comes where you mature, you'll bloom like the flower and release pollens of joy to grow young budding hearts who have just came to know me. So, be joyful, be always depending on me and keep praying to me. For when you rely on me, you are limitless. You will find joy in me. Come nearer."

Lord, I'll be the one sharing your joy and your good news. I'll grow people for your kingdom. I promise.

Agape
Yunian

God founded strength in me

2008-07-29T18:26:00.001+08:00

Two days ago wasn't that good going for me. I had to overcome that mountain of schoolwork which seems double the size of Goliath (okay, that's ALOT of exaggerating). However I am still thankful as I know God is just doing his job - fulfilling the prayer I made. (FYI: I actually prayed to be more hardworking)

"Maths, Physics, Chinese..." and the other subjects just appears to be taking up the idle space in my mind. Worried am I, but never insecure because I know my God is with me every step I take with Him! Amen, amen and amen!

To add on, I had to write cards for many people. They were namely my sheep-Jethro whose spiritual birthday falls on yesterday, Jihang whose spiritual birthday also falls on yesterday and the two newbies in the group Lixin and Zixing! (Mouthful eh? Tongue twister! Anyway praise the Lord!)

Guess what? By the time I finished my homework (part of it) and writing the cards, it was already early morning 2.30am. Then, while I was packing my bag for school the next day, I suddenly remembered, I had yet spend time with God. Tired and weary, I settled on the couch and turned my bible to the 1 Chronicles book and then prayed a prayer.

I said, " Lord, I gave my best in serving your kingdom, in taking care of the people you put under my care. Although it is already late in the night and that I still have to wake up early the next morning for school, I still want to commit this time to you for I know you are the Lord of all strength and power. I just pray that You'll fill me with energy for class tomorrow, that I would be able to shine as a beacon of light for people to see your greatness. Amen."

I woke up the next morning as groggy as before. My faith wavered a little but still hanged on. I was persistent for God to work His miracles.

I made my way to school for prayer meeting, gave out the cards I had wrote in the night(or morning you may say), played games, did group forfeit!(gorilla cheer!*LAUGHS*)

Slowly but surely, I could feel His strength filling me bit by bit. Despite being already thrilled by the progress of God's miracle, I sure there was more to come.

As predicted, by the time I went back to class, I was as energized as a fully charged battery, even to the extent of brimming with Godfounded strength! (I remembered that I was so excited that I "abused" my partner-JingWei beside me! - Hey, at least I did my part in waking you up :) )

What a wonderful experience.
To be blessed by God.
In such a great measure.
I'm truly touched. :)

Thank you Lord for being my umbrella in my rainy days.
We, as christ-followers need not to be afraid of the rainy days, cause our Father in heaven had already planned the best plans for us.

Agape,
Yunian

Way to God's Love

2008-07-29T18:19:00.001+08:00

In the darkness, I saw a hiss of gold. I scampered forward on fours, gathering maximum speed ahead.
Was I finally going to see the light that I had been yearning for?
Instantaneously, I stopped and continued in a very slow manner.I hesistated in my steps.
Would it be just another illusion? Uncertainty filled my mind, once again.

Nevertheless, I proceeded forward. At the least there was this least bit of chance that it might just what I have been looking for.
The brightness of source intensed. Soon enough, I could see the torn and tattered unclean fabric on me, a blemish in the whole picture of Christ. My destination was confirmed, this was what I have been longing for.
The richness and wholeness of His presence overwhelmed me so much, I could not look at Him directly. I squinted at the glaring greatness of Him, not being used to being that near to the glory and splendour of His forgiving grace and mercy.

Before I knew it, He picked me up into His holy hands and cleansed me inside out. I was given a new hope, new life and direction. He held me up to stand on my legs. I was free of slavery of the world.

That was my God, my Lord and Saviour.

BLOGGING REVIVAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-16T18:59:00.000+08:00

IT's the blogger revival!!!Due to the large amount of fans, I'm gonna continue once again!!!AND LISTEN DEARIES ALL AROUND THE WORLD!!!my blog's info is not updated..so the attached also "er hem"..hahhaya..so IM HOT !!!!But not avail to everyone..hahaha...okok.. IT's THE BLOGGING REVIVAL!!!MY Fans!!!im GONNA BLOG SOON ENOUGH!!!

Anyway, CAREFORCE ROCKS!!!sheena, tick meng, jess, christinina, mad, judith, yihua, jeraldine, jemimah, jeremy, sheryl, lyt, tyt,xenia, ME OF COURSE!!JOcelyn!JenSI!!NIcole!! ZEREN!! XINYUE!!

1/3 U ROCK TOO!!!
yueli, kuan lian, biqi, jj,aaron,junwei,agnes,yan ya lun<3>

RARH!!IM MAD!!BLOGGER REVIVAL!!

2006-10-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

went to
meet my shepherd keith..ya...then i tot it was
shepherding..i brought my bible, seromon book and all can?
ahha..so heavy..rarh..then..i met him..but i needed to go vehh
soon ya?then i said i need to go..ya..then we went together to
the mrt..then he said wait a while..he got fwens to
meet somebody..

GUESS WAD I SAW!!I SAW MY CAREGROUP SIA!!then i saw
aaron wid a cake..i knew something wasnt rite..but was
kinda excited..ahhahha!!!then they sang happy birthday
to mi..i damn touched can?ahha..i juz knew the, fer 5 weeks
can..thx man..THX AARON,KAIEN,KEITH,EUGENE,YONGMEI(yong
yuan mei li!),WENDY,JANSY,KAILING(kaining?i not sure..
sorry..),AND i dunno her name but i know she slept at
prayer meeting(did i miss ani1?) ...THX EVERYONE!!
MY BIRTHDAY WOULD NOTBE SO ENJOYABLE WITHOUT U GUYS YA??
THX!AND IM TOUCHED..

2006-10-15T11:19:00.000+08:00

THX PAPA!ITS THE FIRST BIRTHDAY I EVER CELEBRATED WID U..
THANK YOU FER BLESSING MI WITH SUCH GREAT PPL ON MI BDAE!!
GOD BLESS!!AND PRAISE THE LORD!!HALLELUJAH!

ps:i wanna thank you fer the bag!!it rawks like it
nber b4!!
ps:THX CAREGROUP FER THE AWESOME PREZZIE!!THE NECKLACE,
METAL BRACELET!!thx!!I WANTED IT ALL ALONG!!!
ps:THX JINRUI FER THE "TEN" BOOK!I GONNA TRAIN MY PECS!!
ps:THX NEIGHBOUR FOR THE WORLD FACTS BOOK!!HAHA!I GONNA
GROW CLEVERER??AHHAH!!

thank god ya!!praise the lord!!

HEY!

2006-10-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i last blogged ya?
sorry to muah readers..haha..(do i hav any?)
hahahha..ya..exam periods..wad can u expect rite??
ya..
ok..i think i said this more than a million time to a
million ppl ya?
i came back from MY LAST PAPER, ART,
i went home at 4 +??!??!?!(i mean wad
kinda time is tt?not late not early, ARGH!!)
everyone went out by this time and it
would b quite late and we would not be able
to play much even if we realli go out rite...
ya..so guess wad?

I WENT HOME!DANG!can u blieve it?
the end of the end of years and im going home?!?!
RARH!!!
hahaha..ya..then i went home..everyone was like
out having fun?not even one of my family was home..
i am hungry but theres no food..i was full of energy, i cant
sleep, my com RAN OUTTA GAMES!!?I CANT BLIEVE it..
then, i rolled on the floor...from the living room to the room, the
kitchen, my sis room, my parents' room..AND U KNOW WAD?
i rolled for a whole hour!how great is that..wow..claps..

then i was praying to god; god!I WAN SOMEBODY TO TOK TO!
SOMEBODY!ANYBODY................then u know wad!!!my mum called
mi and said" eh, come down now, we're waitin fer u in the car."
i was like THANK GOD!!hmm..at least god gave mi something to do..
haha..saved mi from muahh boredom..hahaPRAISE THE LORD INFINITELY!!
haha..papa is alwaes da best:)

oh ya..i gettin weird messages frm papa..he kept showing images
like there will b alot of people who are dressing in sheep's clothing,
there is already near 4 similar idea images..but i just cant seem
to decipher wad papa wans to say to mi..it seems so weird..
it's like callin mi to be careful and tt tis obstacle would b one big one
ya?GOD HELP MI THROUGH!!YAY!

2006-09-18T07:22:00.000+08:00

2006-09-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY HOPE SINGAPORE!!LEMME
SING U A HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG~!
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to HOPE singapore,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!

hahaha...okok..tell you about wad happened
today..its my church 15th anniversary!!
ya..then as everyone knows(or be told now),
i reaccepted christ 3 weeks ago..ya..
then i wan to bring ppl in ma..
i juz go in church, I FELT HIS GREATNESS!
I FELT HIS MIRACLES! I FELT HIS GRACE!!!!
HALLELUYAH~!papa rocks..haha..he rocks the
whole world..yes..he's the world..amen?
AMEN!!

ya..then today i brought nigel wid mi!!!
(actually its him and barry ders..but
his father dun let..rarhrarh..haha *oOps*)
ya..then at first i met him at je..then all my
fwens dere..he was like asking,"eh, y all ppl
so warm der?"
then i said,"sure lah..haha..our church is like a
big big big big FAMILY with PAPA!!!"
haha..yeah..i felt that he was feeling quite
good about this..

then on the way he was very warmly
welcomed by us..yeah..he felt good.
THEN!!THE EVENT STARTED!!!
yeah..at first nigel was feeling bored..
and when i asked him to convert,
he was like i dun wan..yeah..dun
force him rite..GOD PLS SHOW HIM
UR MIRACLES!yeah..but after tt
he started asking things about christ,
i was elated to answer his questions
la..hahah..THX GOD FOR LETTING MI BRING
NIGEL IN!!then at the last part of it,
there was a part when new believers
who wan to accept christ to go in front
of the stage to accept christ..i asked him.
he said he duno..i guess he wasn't prepared.
yeah..then i asked god,"pls let nigel accept u!"
then god said"the time has yet to come,but
it will come in due time."

NIGEL I HAVE FAITH IN YOU!!!

ya..then got care group meeting,
we changed care group to north west b-1,
wat am i going to expect in the new group?
GOD KNOWS!!!GOD SHOW MI THE WAY!!

haha..ok signing off..bb..remember to..
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!HALLELUYAH TO THE LAMB!!!

2006-09-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

NDP BEHIND THE SCENES.

first time showing this to the public man.

malu! haha.

but i think they're rather cute actually. HAHA.

^ ^.^

^ evil looks. *grins*

^ even more evil. HAHA

^ do i look like a sister frm the church? AMEN. HA.

2006-09-16T10:16:00.000+08:00

neos.

post more some other time. bye!

2006-09-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

PAPA TALKED TO ME TODAY!!!!
yay!he send mi images again! not one but 2!!!

NUMBER 1:somebody was cutting up a fish.
He was actually cutting it in a constant speed,
THEN, suddenly he like put turbo!
cut so fast then he cut his hand, then i heard
HIS voice:"don't rush things, things will surely come. It's just
a matter of time:)"

I WAS LIKE OMIGOSH! papa TALKED TO ME!!!
i didnt hear him fer a few days le..
lost a little bit of faith, it tot papa dun wan me animore..:(
haha..BUT!!I KNOW ITS ALL SATAN!!!HE IS LEADING
ME TO THINK THAT GOD DUN CARE ABOUT ME ANIMORE..
STUUUUUPIIIIIIIIID SATAN~!!!!GET AWAY YOU SATAN!!!

okayy..got a little off track..hahah...aniwaes..THERE IS STILL ONE
MORE!!!

NUMBER 2: i started off seeing a ball hitting the wall,
then my view, like a camera, followed the ball...THEN
I SAW JESUS!!!he was holding the ball(a softball in detail)
then he pitched(i think i saw too much of yi-xin...hahah)
then it went and hit the wall and then made a dent. Then
my mind like comic, " the wall came out BULLSEYE!"
then jesus said, "when it is the time, i will call for you, and
that will be the right time to "go"!"

OMG!MY PAPA RAWKS!
he give me words so i can help others, he spoke to me through
the bible so i can share his teachings and the gospels..
GOOD PAPA!!!YOU TOTALLY RAWK~~!

IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY,
AMEN!!!PRAISE THE LORD!!!

2006-09-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

my blog is done! yay! shall blog later. bye!